I don't understand when something I only wished for finally happens and everything seems to be going just as I'd want it to, I have come to realize I don't want it anymore.
I actually hate myself right now, for being so picky and demanding and ungrateful. I always have these high expectations that I formulate in my tiny brain and when life doesn't come out as I expected it to be, I'm just upset.
I think there is something seriously wrong with me. And I know that problem but I don't think I can change it.
so freaking confused.
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