in a funk.

how can a day go so bad that when you start thinking positive that it has ended, you read your horoscope, and it only forecasts more bad days.

i'm verge of stressed out depression and i'm not doing ANYTHING about it. sitting in my bed all day won't make me ace my tests or get things done but honestly, i've never felt so horrible.

i just want something spontaneous and exciting and adrenaline rushing to happen. i'm tired of trying to find it.

Silence

Just a few minutes ago, I was looking at articles and came across

"Suicide Blast kills 5 American Soldiers"

My heart pounded and I clicked the link and started skimming the article trying NOT to find Fofaria.

I didn't.

Take Care Rajat Bhai :(

Landslide

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaack =)
Even though I am depressed the HOSA trip is over =( I regret not taking anyyyy pictures, I looked so goood ;) haahha and had a lot of fun.

The first day we got there, it was rainy and I had major cramps and I was out of it. Mostly, I was super stressed and tensed about the next day to compete. I remember having horrible pain in my 'trapezium' (hosa remember!)

I met a lot of new people, a guy named Andrew who borrowed my lanyard and ended up winning 2nd. GRRR! oh well!



I PLACED TOP 10 =D
I'm a state finalist! there were 20 contestants and I was the better half and i was called onto stage! And when I came back down to sit, my group was chanting my name. Movie moment? Yes. Did tears come? YES. hahaha

Ummmm I wish I could write more, but god its so MUCH. like how i got REALLLLLLLY close to ahem someone :]]]]]]

yeah yeah blah blah blah i'm done!