for you

I like having you be the last thing I see when I go to sleep and the first thing I wake up to.



I really love spending every hour of the day with you.
I look forward to weekends because I know stupid class schedules won't keep us from seeing each other.
Every time we laugh loudly about something together, I feel that much closer to you.
Studying with you just makes me want to work harder.
Having you hug me makes me forget about everything else in this world.
It makes me feel so happy knowing you love me for who I am.
I don't do things in front of you because I'm scared of what you'll think and your opinion matters so much to me, even if its over something stupid.
I wish I was BME so you could study me all day.
I love taking care of you but I hope I'm not like another mother to you.
My favorite thing to do is make you laugh. (with me! not at me!!)
I wish we could be roommates.
I really love you and thinking about you makes me smile and I really like smiling!

You can read this, only when I'm not around

for laura

I miss my friends so much and even talking to them for 5 minutes can make my day at least 79.3% better.
So I've just learned about "L'impressionnisme" and I really really like Vincent Van Gogh and he actually had mental illnesses and I think he was gay? but I really like his paintings, especially his bedroom in Arles. There are 5 versions of this painting. He has some more of his own paintings within this painting.

I hate statistics, I feel myself rotting away for 50 minutes three times a week.

Boys & Girls club has been one of the best things that has happened to me. Working with a bunch of kids between 1st through 5th grade, seeing how their cute and sometimes crazy personalities is always fun. I really get happy when I see the student pass his or her reading goal, I get so excited! They are probably like when is this girl going to let me leave this trailer but I could keep them forever! I have a few favorites

Simone!! First time I met her she was in a totally bad mood and didn't read well at all (I wouldn't either if I was mad at something) I asked if she wanted a hug, and I hugged her anyways. After I let go she looks up and asks me, "Will you be here Monday?"

"Yes! I'll be here every Monday and Friday!"

"Can I read with you Monday?"

You know how happy that makes you feel when you hear that?

Kenny, he is an average boy in 3rd (or is it 4th) grade but he's so understanding and willing to learn when he's with me!

I go tomorrow!! :)

LAUARARARARA I MISS YOU AND THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU SINCE YOU ACTUALLY READ IT AND COME VISIT ME MY GOLDEN GIRL<3